Tripping spinning falling fast fast faster. Nothing says I love you quite like that smile. Or forgetting everything that mattered. Its horrifying because you find yourself falling forward blindly. i wish I could create. Rather than destroy. This scares me. And I'm not sure why. It wasn't triggered. I just want to be away. I want it to end and then i won't have to be afraid or have time limits or forward expectations or anything. I thought this wouldn't bother me, but obviously it does. I can't help feeling that this is more than anything else me freaking out. I just wanna go away.